"You sound to me as though you don't believe in free will," said Billy Pilgrim. "If I hadn't spent so much time studying Earthlings," said the Tralfamadorian, "I wouldn't have any idea what was meant by free will. I've visited 31 inhabited planets in the universe...Only on Earth is there any talk of free will." -- K. Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-Five

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Useful Insomnia

I never thought I would say this, but, I think sleeping may be overrated. Some sleeping, yes. Does anyone really need 8 hours of sleep? For the last month or two, I have been averaging 4 to 5 hours a night. I haven't even approached my bed before 1 am since early May. My head has never been clearer - it's as if staying awake long enough gave my brain time to clean itself out. And then there is the issue of 6:18 am. Every morning I wake up and my room is filled with sunlight, which makes me think that it is obviously time to get up. Apparently my body is on a schedule that it hasn't consulted with me about, because this happens every day at 6:18am. I don't have to be anywhere until 9am! I fought it at first, the idea of rising with the sun. But then I realized that fighting it is futile. Now I get up, grab some books, and join all the other insomniacs at Caffeto that early in the morning. I keep thinking the lack of sleep is going to catch up with me, but for right now, it's making me feel more alive than I have in years. Why would you want to sleep when there is so much to do? Don't ask me where this optimisim is coming from - I haven't figured that one out yet.

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